This is literary diary of bizzare person from Europe - now living in L.A
I need a soul.I need a second soul. I need a real soul.Soul which would can see me.Really see me.This is unreal.This is imposible forever.
I don't have any illusion. My life is disillusion. I move in a blank space. But I'm waiting. I'm waiting all the time. I want to fall. I want to fall inside. I want to be in. But everything is imposible for somebody who is only in half. I will be walking through this city. I will be waiting for a word.
I'm scared. I'm living on the edge of myself. I envy you.

Comments
on May 13, 2005
Ok, you are absolutely right. Maybe this is a good idea.But my problem is- I just can't be myself with other people. This is the reason why I feel so lonely. This is not social lonelines, this is my inner lonelines. Because of it this is so difficult.But thank you a lot for your post, it makes me happy, that somebody talks to me. Im sure that I'll come to your page.