I am in the starting point. Again. Enough of people, and those shady relationships with them. Enough. It makes me weak. I am so susceptible for people influence. Why they are so cruel to me, with their hands, with their smiles, with they sweet words, with their admiration to me. I have no defenses. Cruel fakers. Sleazy mental perverseness. That's their constitution. I cannot cope with it. It remains me weak and crazy. They are coming so close too me, they are killing me, they intrude me. T...