I'm going to do that. i don't know how , but I will.I will get what I want from life. Why not me. I made my mind.No more time for writing. Good bye admin.Selfish ignorant who knows nothing about literature. Don't be so serious in your life, it will kill you. Do you know what irony or caricature is? I don't think so.And don't watch to much American movies. It skewed you. Read some good european literature, for example: Austrian. Good luck.